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I would describe myself as a kind, fun loving mom.
My journey to motherhood started when I was 21 years old. I was so excited to welcome a little boy into the world. My whole life was about to change in a way I was not prepared for. After 39 weeks of carrying my son, I lost him. We had cord complications that ended up taking his life. My whole world was flipped upside down forever. My whole pregnancy was easy and amazing. I never expected it to end the way it did. I knew I was meant to be a mom and waited 3 years to try again. When I was 24, we got pregnant with our daughter. My rainbow baby. The pregnancy was very hard and I was sick for most of it. But I tried my hardest to enjoy every moment of it. I knew it could be the only time I got with her. Luckily she was born happy and healthy and in that moment I knew being a mom was something I was meant to do. When my first daughter turned 2 we decided to try again. After months of trying we finally conceived with our 2nd daughter. Everything seemed to be perfect. It wasn't until 25 week ultrasound that they found bleeding in her brain. The doctors has no idea how or why it happened. And they prepared us to lose her. It was a roller coaster ride after that. My blood pressure was so high from stress & anxiety and I was put on strict bed rest. I delivered my little peanut at 38 weeks and she only weighed 3 lbs and was in the NICU for over a month. But to the doctors surprise she came out screaming and breathing and she is my fighter. I know her brother was looking out for her and protecting her. The doctors suggested I do not carry anymore children and said they would tie my tubes. I almost agreed until something inside me told me not to. Something told me we were not done yet. So here I am today, looking for the kind and selfless act of another to help me finish making my family.